'Look At Me! Who Am I?' explores the journey of a Muslim woman discovering her lesbian identity in the quiet presence of nature. The photographs reflect her profound conflict between faith, societal expectations, and personal desires, visualised through the use of hijab and religious symbols. Empty spaces, ruined structures, and barren landscapes symbolise the loss of belonging and the search for a new identity. This work is not only a personal exploration but also a representation of the struggle for visibility by those often rendered invisible.
This collection of images is a poignant narrative that delves into the complex and profound relationship between a mother and her daughter. Regrettably, my mother passed away in 2021 after battling cancer. In the midst of her illness, I grappled with the secret of my sexuality, and I never found the courage to confide in her. The weight of this unspoken truth caused me immense suffering and regret, as I could not be open and honest with the person who meant the world to me. "I'm In Trouble With You" is my heartfelt apology to my incredible mother—a visual journey that seeks to express the words I could never utter. The photographs were taken during a tumultuous period in our lives, while my mother was enduring her illness. These photos are not just a personal expression of my journey—it is also a message to all who come across it. Embrace your authentic self and be unafraid to share your truths with those you hold dear. Life is fleeting, and there are no guarantees of tomorrow. Let these photos be a reminder that genuine connection and heartfelt conversations are invaluable gifts that should never be taken for granted.
Nazlı Yıldırım
Nazlı Yıldırım was born in Ankara and is living in Ireland. She studied at Istanbul University Faculty of Letters. After teaching for a while, she worked as an editor in the publishing industry. Nazlı’s articles have been published in various magazines, newspapers and online platforms in Greece, Belgium and Turkey. Nazlı released her first photo fanzine called Hayret. Her creative journey involves documenting the impact of factors like class, culture, gender, sexual identity, and family dynamics on societies. Through the lens of her own life, she delves into subjects such as gender, cultural identity, discrimination, and the experiences of LGBTI+ communities.