The fossils, the ashes and other remains of existence (2021) is a work visualizing the complexity and the many different stages of experiencing loss. It aims to open up an unusual ontological dimension of the way we understand death through our connections to physical objects and the active involvement in the photographic event.
The project emerged from a personal trauma - the loss of my father, and my urgency to accept the incompleteness a death brings. Arriving back home several days after his death due to COVID19 restrictions, I decided to spend several days in his house as his presence still felt very strong. By using only what was available to me in his 64m2 apartment I started creating surreal situations that would serve later as our last (prosthetic) memories together. Through this active engagement in the process, photography became a tool for post-traumatic healing. The outcome is a posthumous exploration together with an incorporeal protagonist that signifies at the same time presence and absence. Considering photography's inherent power to preserve things in a visual way, we are conditioned to believe in a photograph as it encapsulates the notion of "truth". Through this work I extrapolate this subjectivity in a supernatural space and time. By using photography as a tool for creating evidence I construct paradoxical situations. My father's house serves as a connection between the physical and the meta-physical world, a liminal space for experimentation. His favorite objects occupy the space and take on new meaning. Organic materials on the verge of their decay are physically incorporated into the images. And the body becomes a carrier of imprinted childhood memories. In the end everything is documented and photographed as artefacts to ensure continuation. The result is a meticulously fabricated microcosm of human and non-human remains.